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[darksilences]

old habits. so easily slipping back onto it after 3 years of nothing. i hate where i am right now. this place inside me. i should have seen it all coming. why would it be any different this time. never have i got approval before, so why now especially when its all so close to home. i just wanted to be happy. and once again, its all my fault

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[bleedtogether]

its scary how easy it is. but dont do it again. you're better than that. i know you're strong enough not to need that. this will all pass. stop trying to please everyone and look after yourself for a change. take a deep breath and things will get better. i know how you feel. things will get better.
*hugs*

[darksilences]

call me soon. sorry we didnt get to chat alot the other night. miss you. take care yeah?

[joshua_apple]

i have no idea what this is about but it dont sound good
get it together kaya and come visit me for a while and dont say you cant because you know that isnt true
much <3 apple

[darksilences]

buy me a plane ticket and im there. please? stay til end november.
went and saw nathan the other day.. tried to convince him to come too coz im scared to fly alone. and get mugged and arrested for drugs in vietnam. ha.
you called me just now, but the phone cut out. missing our chats.
take care yeah?
heard about riots and craziness in Belfast.
love love love

[joshua_apple]

ireland needs kaya

[darksilences]

kaya needs ireland more.

[joshua_apple]

so hurry the fuck up plz