Apr 15, 2004 19:32
...fuck life.. i hate it.. ive tried so hard to be happy.. and its jus not workin.. i fuckin hate me! i want to die! i wnna jus end all my pain and hurt! my emotions and feelings and jus me cant take anymore.. i gave my heart away almost a year ago.. and its been crushed! FUCK YOU! i love u so much.. but i cant anymore.. i hate you .. no matter how bad it hurts for me to say it.. its ok tho... imma take myself away from here.. and away from all this bullshit.. i dont wnna live.. i wnna make u happy.. i cant believe all those hurtful things u said about me.. the things u said.. will forever be in my mind. in my head.. well guess what! FUCK LIFE!
im sittn here listenin to all this fuckin death metal.. adn the ideas im gettn from these songs are great.., i love the sight of the sweet blood red drops commin from my wrists.. its so pretty.. i jus hate it tho.. it lets me know im still alive.. even tho i dont wnna b..