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god.. im so tired of never feelin good enuff.. i have no clue what to do in life anymore. i keep tryn.. im not the one to give up easily.. and now thats what i feel i shuld do..even tho i know the pain it will bring ! i know broken hearts heal.. but it takes forever.. im always bein accused of sayn someone is hot.. or cute.. or flirtin .. or bein too controlin.. how am i controllin? i never tell anyone who to talk to or be friends with.. if i recall.. i was the one told not to talk to my guy friends?! if i only knew where i belonged in this world.. im really pissed at jessie.. she broke up with Curtis.. and then blamed it on me..?! god.. i knew i couldnt trust no one..?! the only friend is kristin..! the only one i can talk to and i know she understands me.. i will always have kristin no matter what. she keeps me from doin alot of shit.. im surprised ive made it this long.. i feel like crap.. and then i talk to her.. and she brings me outta of it.. ::sighs::..i wish i knew.. i heard jessie said that she wished there were no more homosexuals in this world?! i guess that means she wishes i was gone too huh? o well. fuck it.. if i COULD b gone.. i woulda been gone by now.. o well.. not gnnah do nothing.. listen to music.. cry.. and color care bears! they make me happy!
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