Creative Slump, among other things
I've been in such a creative slump over the past few days. Notice I haven't been writing or drawing for at least a week now. There isn't just as many ideas coming out of the right hemisphere of my brain right now; I guess they were all overpowered by the endless impulses from the left hemisphere, not with all the exams and papers I have to get through this semester. The good news is I did pretty well in my Biochem 14 exam. And I hope the same goes for the exams I took these past few weeks. The only place where my mind is free to wander is during train rides, for some reason, especially the morning ones when I'm going to school. The thing is, everything that comes to my head while riding the train is gone the instant I get to a computer and write about it. And I'm pretty much a guy who doesn't write down what he thinks at the moment only to copy them later. I like being spontaneous... And lately, delta G is positive.
And not only that, but most of my free time is devoted to sleeping. It's as if I'm always exhausted, even if I haven't done a damn thing. Either that, or my pillow is too inviting.
I'm no longer coming up with plots in my head (last one was I think around last week, which explored one's fall from grace, so to speak). And I can't visualize things properly. Must be the workload getting to me.
Some people may know that I like this certain girl in our school. So last friday, after literally months of waiting for the right moment, and basically getting sick of waiting and not minding the people around, I decided to tell her the truth. At first, she was speechless, then I just put the words right in her mouth. Basically, all she could ask me was "Why should I be angry at you?" (I was working under the premise that I had sinned against her, and that being liking her). Suffice to say, She couldn't return my feelings. I feel so bittersweet, mainly because I know that it just can't happen between the two of us, but also because I don't have to hide what I feel anymore (and LOL, it was driving me to the verge of mental breakdown, when coupled with my coursework).
IN the end, I guess I'd just have to wait and see what fate has in store for me.
There are no coincidenes, only hitsuzen.
And not only that, but most of my free time is devoted to sleeping. It's as if I'm always exhausted, even if I haven't done a damn thing. Either that, or my pillow is too inviting.
I'm no longer coming up with plots in my head (last one was I think around last week, which explored one's fall from grace, so to speak). And I can't visualize things properly. Must be the workload getting to me.
Some people may know that I like this certain girl in our school. So last friday, after literally months of waiting for the right moment, and basically getting sick of waiting and not minding the people around, I decided to tell her the truth. At first, she was speechless, then I just put the words right in her mouth. Basically, all she could ask me was "Why should I be angry at you?" (I was working under the premise that I had sinned against her, and that being liking her). Suffice to say, She couldn't return my feelings. I feel so bittersweet, mainly because I know that it just can't happen between the two of us, but also because I don't have to hide what I feel anymore (and LOL, it was driving me to the verge of mental breakdown, when coupled with my coursework).
IN the end, I guess I'd just have to wait and see what fate has in store for me.
There are no coincidenes, only hitsuzen.