Jan 11, 2017 22:28
Unfortunately my life has taken a turn for the worse. A girl at work is trying to find me a boyfriend so that I can have a husband and a baby. And cause she wants me to forget the asshole who broke me. :( Then Valentine's Day stuff is everywhere. All it does is remind me of one of the worst things I've been through. Reminds me of last year. And on top of the I'm dreaming again, but this time it's worse.
The dream starts with me and him lying in his bed talking. We are flirting pretty heavily in a nerdy way when I start to laugh and can't stop. Just then a little boy of about five jumps in between us. He smiles at me and then says to David, "daddy, what did you say to make mommy laugh so hard?" David then makes a comment about how all daddies have to know how to make mommies laugh. And he smiles at me before kissing me on the forehead. Then he starts tickling the boy and I have to save him. It ends with us all cuddled up on the bed smiling. It felt so real. So vivid. My brain is so mean sometimes. :(