FOOOOOOOK YOOOOOOOOOOOOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If anyone here can think of a reason for me to stop attempting to kill myself please let me know because according to this web page that i found suicide is the result when you have more problems then you do coping devices... If this is true then I need to find some more coping devices before its too late... and its getting that way... why am i so ungrateful??... i'm given almost everything i need and still all i ever do is complain and bitch about everything... i.e. this post right now... but the funny thing is that i have so many things that others want but they are all material objects that i could care less about... i'm looking for more important things... like someone who actually cares about me and likes me for who i am... happiness... a meaning to life... but these are all things that apparently i can never have and eventually i guess i'll come to terms with that... however until then i'm going to try my hardest to achieve these goals of mine... Thank you and have a nice FUCK OFF!!