heavy introverted post

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i want to be more gentle, more calm, and be confident enough that i'm not always thinking about my own safety (mental, social, physical or otherwise). i want to be less sarcastic, more feminine (so i don't have to try to be) and overall less serious.

anyway, these are some things i always think about and am constructing ways of getting to. a steel scaffolding built from the inside out.