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some realizations can be freedom, and take the weight off your shoulder, remove the clouds from the sun... etc.
i've realized that some people aren't worth getting to know. if you let them, can crawl their way into your heart and tear your ventricles apart. at least, can make you go crying because they've managed to manipulate and control you. whether it's intentional or unintentional, give you false, destructive ideas about yourself and the world around you. they're not worth pursuing as a friend (even though you would like it to work.. you wish you could change the bad parts of the person)
search for the truth. why are you feeling angry? why are you feeling sad? why are you crying exactly? is it something worthwhile that's making you upset? weigh it, figure out if it's worth it, and if it isn't, take out the trash. if you don't want to completely throw it away, imagine a day without worries, without the person influencing you. what would it be like? take it to extremes if you can't imagine it right away.
anyway.. this is just me killing time while i'm waiting for the line at the register at the cybercafe to go down.
i've realized that some people aren't worth getting to know. if you let them, can crawl their way into your heart and tear your ventricles apart. at least, can make you go crying because they've managed to manipulate and control you. whether it's intentional or unintentional, give you false, destructive ideas about yourself and the world around you. they're not worth pursuing as a friend (even though you would like it to work.. you wish you could change the bad parts of the person)
search for the truth. why are you feeling angry? why are you feeling sad? why are you crying exactly? is it something worthwhile that's making you upset? weigh it, figure out if it's worth it, and if it isn't, take out the trash. if you don't want to completely throw it away, imagine a day without worries, without the person influencing you. what would it be like? take it to extremes if you can't imagine it right away.
anyway.. this is just me killing time while i'm waiting for the line at the register at the cybercafe to go down.