I'm paranoid of all the people I meet, why are they talking to me....

[darkness_fallz]

People make such a big deal about being disappointed about the holiday season. They go through and get themselves all hyped up about stuff that they want to happen. When it doesn't happen, yeah, sure, it's depressing. At least you get to have those few weeks\days of hopefullness that expresses some of what the holiday season is. A season of hope,

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[_last_star_left]

I'm sorry. As I've said before, I'm a pathetic friend to everyone. But anyways, if it means anything- which from this entry, you probably won't care... but just having you as my friend, in fact one of my very best friends ever, is enough for me. You're one of the very few people I can actually talk to & trust to talk to.
Anyways, Merry Christmas.
Hector.

[darkness_fallz]

that does meana lot to me heather... a whole lot

[lauralane]

I don't know if your post was at all in relation to my post (which happened to be on the same topic) but! I just wanted to let you know that my griping was not because of some silly superficial wants, and I completely understand where you are coming from.

Besides that - I'm sorry to hear you can't see your dad, and that your Christmas has been as far from the ideal picture as possible. Things will get better with time, and I really admire your resiliance.

I'm not going to wish you a Merry Christmas because it's pretty much over, but ... Happy Sunday! I'm sure it will be a great one :)

[aurora1052]

Baby I am sorry :( I wish I could have been there for Christmas. I wanted to have you here with me, and give you a real Christmas. I guess that is what has really been depressing me :/ I don't give two shits about presents but I at least wanted to give you a Christmas, on Christmas :( I am sorry that I couldn't and I wish I could have done more for you, I should have and for that I am sorry. I know it doesn't help right now but I am going to give you a Christmas when I see you next and I will be damned if you don't have a Christmas from this one on....I love you Daren...and you were the best present that I have ever gotten for Christmas.....