why do you build me up buttercup baby?
dont feel like updating but here:
10 YEARS AGO I
1. played barbies with tara all the time.
2. went to a religous private school.
3. was finding out my parents dont love each other.
5 YEARS AGO I
1. was ugly and fat with braces and glasses.
2. just meeting chris and amanda..
3. was still lost up in my head.
TWO YEARS AGO I
1. 11th grade. need i say more?
2. best and worst year of my life.
3. dad getting married.
ONE YEAR AGO I
1. was getting ready to graduate
2. was getting accepted into my top choice
3. started dating timothy (again/for real)
YESTERDAY I
1. had lunch with dad and chris
2. went to a movie with my dad and tara. very nice.
3. hung out with my friends at sharis.. like always.
TODAY I
1. woke up fucking sick.
2. will see timmyface.
4. mmmm its too early to know.. but it will be a good day.
TOMORROW I WILL
1. friday im in love... yay the cure.
2. hang out with savy
3. make art
FIVE ITEMS I HAVE BRAND LOYALTY TO
1. ae jeans because i love them.
2. my beautiful 7 dollar converse shoes.
3. walgreens comestics.
4. umm.. ooh.. victorias secret because my hot xmas present. but i cant afford to be loyal to her.. i go to target for bras. there nice too.
5. dude i dont shop enough ooh wait.. gum brands... icebreakers and orbit.. that counts right?
5 SNACKS I ENJOY
1. gum (ice breakers or orbit)
2. coffeeee... mmmmm java java java. or tea.
3. chocolate candy.. any candy. mmm. candy.
4. brownies.
5. um.. water.
FIVE THINGS I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
1. contacts or glasses. im fucking blind.
2. people who i love...
3. air and water.
4. what kind of fucking question is this?
5. hypothetically.. you can live without alot of things. oh and nutients such as food. got to eat to live.
FIVE THINGS I WOULD BUY WITH $1,000
1. mmmm brand new camera
2. ipod.
3. my dark room.
4. new clothes.
5. a new comforter.
and a trip somewhere.. if i had left over money.. which it looks like idont...
FIVE BAD HABITS I HAVE
1. smoking with friends
2. indeciciveness.
3. procrastenation
4. can the rest be ones i want?
5. no? okay then i dont know.
FIVE THINGS I WOULD NEVER WEAR
1. thongs. nasty little tara.
2. puppy fur coat.
3. Uggs or Kankles with a K.
4. things that cost alot of money when you can get it cheaper.
5. stupid fad things like purse brands or ugly people.
FIVE SHOWS I LIKE
1. America Next top model
2. that 70s show
3. umm i dont watch tv
4. but i like fairy odd parents
4. OOOhhhh.. and law and order with liz.
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. white.
2. european.
3. indian.. but you couldnt tell by looking at me..
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. failure.
2. betrayal.
3. death. and spiders. icky.
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. gum
2. contacts
3. internet? phone? i dunno.
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. my glasses
2. pajamas
3. my 3 rings
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. third eye blind/the goo goo dolls
2. brand new/taking back sunday/the killers
3. dashboard/bright eyes/death cab
FIVE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS: sad face
1. iris googoo dolls
2. wonderwall oasis
3. bouncing off the walls again sugarcult
4. sex berlin
5. midnightshow
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. happiness
2. love
3. conversations
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT
APPEAL TO YOU:
1. eyes
2. arms and body structure
3. overall facial structure, smile nose ect. ooh and hair..
THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO
1. like me?
2. take a risk
3. quit
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. hahhahaa mmmmm..
2. art stufff.. drawing painting writing photography.. ect
3. reading.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. hahahah mmm..
2. take a bath..
3. leave my house or draw.
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. communications major for an art museum. i will get this job no problem
2. professional photographer down in cali with mikey
3. flight attendant? peace corps? fame? Physical therapist?
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. mmm europe anywhere anytime..
2. hawaii or caribean.. their the same.. hot sunny beaches.
3. japan with mage.
THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. codiene (after my favorite painkiller..)
2. zoe (after my kitty and i like the name)
3. aiden (after sex and the city.)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. travel the world
2. become famous.
3. have babies and write a novel.
that wasnt too bad.
10 YEARS AGO I
1. played barbies with tara all the time.
2. went to a religous private school.
3. was finding out my parents dont love each other.
5 YEARS AGO I
1. was ugly and fat with braces and glasses.
2. just meeting chris and amanda..
3. was still lost up in my head.
TWO YEARS AGO I
1. 11th grade. need i say more?
2. best and worst year of my life.
3. dad getting married.
ONE YEAR AGO I
1. was getting ready to graduate
2. was getting accepted into my top choice
3. started dating timothy (again/for real)
YESTERDAY I
1. had lunch with dad and chris
2. went to a movie with my dad and tara. very nice.
3. hung out with my friends at sharis.. like always.
TODAY I
1. woke up fucking sick.
2. will see timmyface.
4. mmmm its too early to know.. but it will be a good day.
TOMORROW I WILL
1. friday im in love... yay the cure.
2. hang out with savy
3. make art
FIVE ITEMS I HAVE BRAND LOYALTY TO
1. ae jeans because i love them.
2. my beautiful 7 dollar converse shoes.
3. walgreens comestics.
4. umm.. ooh.. victorias secret because my hot xmas present. but i cant afford to be loyal to her.. i go to target for bras. there nice too.
5. dude i dont shop enough ooh wait.. gum brands... icebreakers and orbit.. that counts right?
5 SNACKS I ENJOY
1. gum (ice breakers or orbit)
2. coffeeee... mmmmm java java java. or tea.
3. chocolate candy.. any candy. mmm. candy.
4. brownies.
5. um.. water.
FIVE THINGS I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
1. contacts or glasses. im fucking blind.
2. people who i love...
3. air and water.
4. what kind of fucking question is this?
5. hypothetically.. you can live without alot of things. oh and nutients such as food. got to eat to live.
FIVE THINGS I WOULD BUY WITH $1,000
1. mmmm brand new camera
2. ipod.
3. my dark room.
4. new clothes.
5. a new comforter.
and a trip somewhere.. if i had left over money.. which it looks like idont...
FIVE BAD HABITS I HAVE
1. smoking with friends
2. indeciciveness.
3. procrastenation
4. can the rest be ones i want?
5. no? okay then i dont know.
FIVE THINGS I WOULD NEVER WEAR
1. thongs. nasty little tara.
2. puppy fur coat.
3. Uggs or Kankles with a K.
4. things that cost alot of money when you can get it cheaper.
5. stupid fad things like purse brands or ugly people.
FIVE SHOWS I LIKE
1. America Next top model
2. that 70s show
3. umm i dont watch tv
4. but i like fairy odd parents
4. OOOhhhh.. and law and order with liz.
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. white.
2. european.
3. indian.. but you couldnt tell by looking at me..
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. failure.
2. betrayal.
3. death. and spiders. icky.
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. gum
2. contacts
3. internet? phone? i dunno.
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. my glasses
2. pajamas
3. my 3 rings
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. third eye blind/the goo goo dolls
2. brand new/taking back sunday/the killers
3. dashboard/bright eyes/death cab
FIVE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS: sad face
1. iris googoo dolls
2. wonderwall oasis
3. bouncing off the walls again sugarcult
4. sex berlin
5. midnightshow
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. happiness
2. love
3. conversations
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT
APPEAL TO YOU:
1. eyes
2. arms and body structure
3. overall facial structure, smile nose ect. ooh and hair..
THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO
1. like me?
2. take a risk
3. quit
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. hahhahaa mmmmm..
2. art stufff.. drawing painting writing photography.. ect
3. reading.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. hahahah mmm..
2. take a bath..
3. leave my house or draw.
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. communications major for an art museum. i will get this job no problem
2. professional photographer down in cali with mikey
3. flight attendant? peace corps? fame? Physical therapist?
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. mmm europe anywhere anytime..
2. hawaii or caribean.. their the same.. hot sunny beaches.
3. japan with mage.
THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. codiene (after my favorite painkiller..)
2. zoe (after my kitty and i like the name)
3. aiden (after sex and the city.)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. travel the world
2. become famous.
3. have babies and write a novel.
that wasnt too bad.