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hello all.
i need something big to happen. all the sudden i want to move to california or new york. or buy myself equipment an entire dark room.. which looks like it could be a possibility? or leave the country. join peace corps. i dont know. just feel as if i need to escape.
im just sad about things. i wish people didnt expect so much from me. i wish people didnt try to hurt me or use me for thier own benifit. i dont understand why its so hard for people to just let me do things the way i want to. isnt this my life? my choices? let me fuck up my own way. or at least try to be there for me. and thank you tim.
exersize is for masocists.
have ideas for art projects. going to go thrift shopping today after work because its so nice outside and i need something new.
blah.. and finals week is here. just got to get thru the next few days, pass my finals and classes and then a wonderful week of spring break... cant wait.
i need something big to happen. all the sudden i want to move to california or new york. or buy myself equipment an entire dark room.. which looks like it could be a possibility? or leave the country. join peace corps. i dont know. just feel as if i need to escape.
im just sad about things. i wish people didnt expect so much from me. i wish people didnt try to hurt me or use me for thier own benifit. i dont understand why its so hard for people to just let me do things the way i want to. isnt this my life? my choices? let me fuck up my own way. or at least try to be there for me. and thank you tim.
exersize is for masocists.
have ideas for art projects. going to go thrift shopping today after work because its so nice outside and i need something new.
blah.. and finals week is here. just got to get thru the next few days, pass my finals and classes and then a wonderful week of spring break... cant wait.