Aug 02, 2003 19:02
My best friend klled herself two weeks ago...how am I supposed to feel?Ii still can`t believe what happened.
We were so close,we had plans,she taught me how to sing....she wasn`t supposed to kill herself...not while she was only 19.
She was so sweet,so beautiful...so close to me.
*sighs*
I don`t know what Im going to do from now on,seems Im meant to be alone.
I promise everyone that I will never let myself fall into making deep bonds with other persons anymore,its all tears...and maybe useless,cause in the end,everyone goes away in search of their own fate.
I swear this is the worst and most important thing that has ever happened to me.
Love loss,you can find a new one,a better one and well,hearts are made to be broken,right?
Death: Unavoidable
Suicide....: Can not be explained....can not be forgotten...its just not right.
I`m so scared of life now...I will never know what its going on in people`s mind...
why do we exist?
why do we bother in loving others?
People can be so selfish...
I`m so destroyed...the jar...its broken.