Busy week...
Pfff,Ive been so busy lately,I hardly have time to see my friends and go out now :-(
But...I wanted to have a busy life!and now that I have it...I dispise it!
naahhh....not really.I just wish I could find a balance,as I need time for myself,and Im not having that at all.
Im pretty happy with the progress Ive had on my singing lessons,now,Im finally developing my own style,without sounding like nobody else,yay,thats what makes me happier than a lot of things recently,but life its ok so I wont complain.
Im getting so obssesed with a new hair style...sometimes I wish I could rip all my hair off and end up like "Skin",that would be so cool!but on the other hand...ive been wanting to keep my hair long for so long,that I just dont know what to do.
For now,I will leave it the way it is...as Im not a person who likes to regret about things.
I would love to write more about me,really,but everyone should know,that is not nice for me to realize that there are a "few" persons obsessed with my life,people that want to be me,I mean,why arent you all happy with yourselves?to write something here,on an online journal where most of the people lie about life and all,its not important.
At the end of the day,we all must look into the mirror and see ourselves,just like we are,with no modifications.So whats the point on wanting to be somebody else?
Nothing gets to me anymore,as I love myself,and Im proud of the way Im.
Im also lucky to be beautiful,in every single way,but oh well,if someone wants to be like me,then go on,try to be like me,but like I said before,in the end of the day,you will see how miserable and ugly you are,inside and outside,so please understand...you can`t and will NEVER be ME.
So mrs.P ... GET A LIFE! and leave mine alone,and learn to accept yourself :-P
After all that spitting feelings out part,I would like to say something else;
Its now when I realize that...there is a HUGE difference between being somebody`s "girlfriend",than to be somebody`s "good mate that opens her legs anytime unlimited"
After a new love disgrace,Im alone again..and Im telling you all something!
I will keep myself as a virgin until I marry!
Nothing can or will temptate me,I swear!
Well,I think thats it for this month,I will surely write on august!
this thing of being a model and a singer its just exhausting or whatever the right word is!
lol
Love you all and...."Im sorry Im perfect"
kisses kisses kisses!
Javi
Pollux,my love,I ADORE YOU,FOREVER.
But...I wanted to have a busy life!and now that I have it...I dispise it!
naahhh....not really.I just wish I could find a balance,as I need time for myself,and Im not having that at all.
Im pretty happy with the progress Ive had on my singing lessons,now,Im finally developing my own style,without sounding like nobody else,yay,thats what makes me happier than a lot of things recently,but life its ok so I wont complain.
Im getting so obssesed with a new hair style...sometimes I wish I could rip all my hair off and end up like "Skin",that would be so cool!but on the other hand...ive been wanting to keep my hair long for so long,that I just dont know what to do.
For now,I will leave it the way it is...as Im not a person who likes to regret about things.
I would love to write more about me,really,but everyone should know,that is not nice for me to realize that there are a "few" persons obsessed with my life,people that want to be me,I mean,why arent you all happy with yourselves?to write something here,on an online journal where most of the people lie about life and all,its not important.
At the end of the day,we all must look into the mirror and see ourselves,just like we are,with no modifications.So whats the point on wanting to be somebody else?
Nothing gets to me anymore,as I love myself,and Im proud of the way Im.
Im also lucky to be beautiful,in every single way,but oh well,if someone wants to be like me,then go on,try to be like me,but like I said before,in the end of the day,you will see how miserable and ugly you are,inside and outside,so please understand...you can`t and will NEVER be ME.
So mrs.P ... GET A LIFE! and leave mine alone,and learn to accept yourself :-P
After all that spitting feelings out part,I would like to say something else;
Its now when I realize that...there is a HUGE difference between being somebody`s "girlfriend",than to be somebody`s "good mate that opens her legs anytime unlimited"
After a new love disgrace,Im alone again..and Im telling you all something!
I will keep myself as a virgin until I marry!
Nothing can or will temptate me,I swear!
Well,I think thats it for this month,I will surely write on august!
this thing of being a model and a singer its just exhausting or whatever the right word is!
lol
Love you all and...."Im sorry Im perfect"
kisses kisses kisses!
Javi
Pollux,my love,I ADORE YOU,FOREVER.