So far so good
So far so good in my new little paradise. I think things are going rather well. You know, I jumped on here with so much in my mind and not sure what to even type out now. I feel a little like I am in the twilight zone. Things are very different here compared to the city. I am intrigued about this. This is a very unique experience. The drive went very smoothly. To see her excitement grow as the cities and the states flowed past the vehicle made it very exciting for her. I was impressed with that one. I knew she would get more and more excited but to actually see how happy and relaxed she got was so much fun. That was way cool.
I ate squirrel for the first time in my life tonight. It tasted like chicken. That was really weird and still debating how I feel about it. I am def in the country.
Things are still strong between Ammie and I. We are working on getting our own place as soon as we can. We need that for ourselves and for Mobey, her puppy. I love that dog. I cannot wait for us to get another dog together. I think it will be a huge bonding experience for me and her and make it more of a reality to her that we are doing this together.
I feel as though I have stepped back into time. A simpler, easier time. This is so amazing to me. I love it here.
Having the water once more, omg happiness. I am so glad to be here and near the water again. Seagulls. Fucking seagulls. Amazing. I never thought I would miss those little rats with wings. Flying bastards I swear, yet here I am excited to see them once more.
I am happy for the first time in a very long time. I have broken some bonds with Tiffany. I know that our friendship can no longer be repaired. I am kind of down about this, but it was time. Long time over due if you ask me. Time for life to move on for certain.
Anyways time to cut this short and go relax for a bit. I think I just need some quiet time to sort through my thoughts so that I can type them all up.
I just want the relationship to come together and remain strong, stronger than ever. Some fears got kicked up last night, but its okay. We will make it through it for sure.
Much love.
I ate squirrel for the first time in my life tonight. It tasted like chicken. That was really weird and still debating how I feel about it. I am def in the country.
Things are still strong between Ammie and I. We are working on getting our own place as soon as we can. We need that for ourselves and for Mobey, her puppy. I love that dog. I cannot wait for us to get another dog together. I think it will be a huge bonding experience for me and her and make it more of a reality to her that we are doing this together.
I feel as though I have stepped back into time. A simpler, easier time. This is so amazing to me. I love it here.
Having the water once more, omg happiness. I am so glad to be here and near the water again. Seagulls. Fucking seagulls. Amazing. I never thought I would miss those little rats with wings. Flying bastards I swear, yet here I am excited to see them once more.
I am happy for the first time in a very long time. I have broken some bonds with Tiffany. I know that our friendship can no longer be repaired. I am kind of down about this, but it was time. Long time over due if you ask me. Time for life to move on for certain.
Anyways time to cut this short and go relax for a bit. I think I just need some quiet time to sort through my thoughts so that I can type them all up.
I just want the relationship to come together and remain strong, stronger than ever. Some fears got kicked up last night, but its okay. We will make it through it for sure.
Much love.