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it has been a pretty good week. i have been lately able to keep a much better attitude about life in general, and everything on more specific levels, such as work. i have been doing a lot better as far as church goes, and have just not sweat the little stuff as much. people dont anger me as easily, and when i do seem to lose my temper i am much better at regaining it. i am not sure exactly what to attribute it to. i think originally i had decided to change my life because of a certain girl, and i had actually begun to make these changes throughout my entire life as opposed to say, just on sundays. the result is that i am much happier, and i think that i am deciding to be a better person for all the right reasons now too, instead of just to change for someone. another side effect is that i am also being able to cope better with the situation that i might not end up with said girl, and that i should probably expand my horizons. how ironic is that, in an attempt to win this girl's effections, i have come to terms with her not having feelings for me beyond being a good friend. life throws funny twists your way sometimes. conference was this weekend, it had some pretty cool things. not any weight loss this week, but considering i have eaten like crap and not excersized, its phenominal that i have not gained either. thats all i have for now.