Jun 02, 2006 22:39
I NEED TO PISS!!!
SO YEAH...
I HAD TO WORK ON MY BIRTHDAY SO THAT SUCKED...
BUT WHO CARES??? THE WORLD IS ENDING ON TUESDAY ANYWAYS...
THAT SUCKS.
I WISH THERE WAS MORE TIME TO DO ALL THE THINGS I WANTED TO DO...
BUT ALAS... IT ISNT IN THE SCRIPT OF MY LIFE SO THERE WE HAVE IT.
I DONT WANT TO BRING ANYONE DOWN BUT I DO HAVE A BAD FEELING ABOOT TUESDAY. BUT AGAIN THAT IS JUST ME AND I AM THE CRAZY BASTARDO THAT KNOWS TO MUCH OR TO LITTLE. BUT THIS ALL TAKES ME TO THE SAME PLACE... I DONT KNOW WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN IN THE FUTURE BUT I KNOW I DONT HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO LIVE MY LIFE. WE SHOULD ALL FEEL THAT. BUT THIS IS WIERD, COMING FROM THE OPTIMIST THAT I AM... I MEAN THINK ABOOT IT WE ALL HAVE TO WAKE UP IN THE MORNING OR WHENEVER WITH THE KNOWLEGE THAT WE ARE ALL GOING TO DIE. EVERYTHING WE LOVE WILL PERISH. ALL THAT WE CALL GOOD IN THE WORLD WILL EVENTUALLY NO LONGER BE AT ALL. JUST THINK... ABOOT THREE GENERATIONS AFTER YOUR DEATH YOUR NAME COULD BE ALL THAT IS KNOWN ABOOT YOU. AND THATS IF YOU ARE LUCKY. BUT MY PERSPECTIVE COULD CHANGE WHEN I HAVE A KID BUT WHO KNOWS TIL THAT HAPPENS??? AH....
ON TO OTHER THINGS... MY DAD IS DOING GOOD. HE IS BACK TO HIS OLD GRUMPY SELF. (OFF HIS HAPPY MEDS.) BUT ALAS THAT IS WHAT HE WANTED. SO SLOWLY HE IS GETTING BACK TO NORMAL. SO FUN FUN FUN. I HAVE BEEN WORKING ON FIRST SHIFT SINCE THE SECOND WEEK OF MAY. IT ISNT ALL THAT BAD BUT I WILL LIKE TO GO BACK TO SECONDS ON MONDAY (THE LAST DAY OF HUMANITY). I DID A LOT OF DIFFERANT THINGS ON FIRST. I SPENT ALOT OF TIME IN THE OFFICE.(NOT THAT MUCH DIFFERENT FROM HIGHSCHOOL) AND FISRT WAS BAD FOR ME... I WAS ACTUALLY EATING 3 MEALS A DAY... I NORMALY ONLY EAT 2 BUT OH WELL... IF I GAINED WEIGHT I WOULDNT CARE ALL THAT MUCH I WILL JUST WORK IT OFF WHEN I GO BACK TO THE MACH. LINE. OK... I THINK THAT IS ABOOT ALL THE TIME WE HAVE FOR THIS SESSION.
SLEEP WELL AND WAKE,
BUT THE DREAM MUST END,
I WISH YOU A LONG DREAM,
AND A WARRIORS WAKINING.