Mar 22, 2006 01:23
FUCK THIS GODDAMN MOTHER FUCKING BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AS YOU CAN SEE I AM PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just found out that my dad might have to go under the knife for a fourth time because of colon cancer. so that is why i want to kill some people. to hell with it all. i am just that mad. why the fuck has all this shit gone so wrong for him???? why? what did he do that was so bad that this is the way that it is? wassnt the first two bad enough??? now having to maybe have annother two... WHAT THE FUCK!!!!! well at least this time around the hospitle isnt to blame so far... just him not healing right. but still why should he suffer like this? i know life is not fair but why? why is it that this shit always happens to my family? why to my dad? and the sad thing is that it is all of my family... my grandpa had cancer, i think 2 or 3 of his siblings have had it or died of it, i think my grandma has had siblings die of it, moms mom died of it, moms dad died of it, dad has had it, travis has had it, aimee has had it, and who knows when i will get it? it is only a matter of time. FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!dad was doing so well this time around. he was flirting with his nurse as soon as he came to. he had just gotten the tube outta his nose today. ..............................................................................................................
My life suffocates
Planting seeds of hate
I’ve loved, turned to hate
Trapped far beyond my fate
I give
You take
This life that I forsake
Been cheated of my youth
You turned this lie to truth
Anger
Misery
You’ll suffer unto me
Harvester of sorrow
Language of the mad
Harvester of sorrow
Pure black looking clear
My work is done soon here
Try getting back to me
Get back which used to be
Drink up
Shoot in
Let the beatings begin
Distributor of pain
Your loss becomes my gain
Anger
Misery
You’ll suffer unto me
Harvester of sorrow
Language of the mad
Harvester of sorrow
All have said their prayers
Invade their nightmares
See into my eyes
You’ll find where murder lies
Infanticide
Harvester of sorrow
Language of the mad
Harvester of sorrow
Language of the mad
Harvester of sorrow
there are alot of other lyrics that i could post but to hell with that.
...And Justice For All