Mar 04, 2010 16:10
fuck it all.
you have to go. i'm sorry. this isn't working like this. I don't know if the whole point was to make me suffer. maybe, maybe not. maybe you're still angry, and this was your payback. but either way I was suffering, and its gone on too long. I won't play into your games.
I gave it one last shot, this week. and I got my answer.
maybe one day it won't be like this. something in me doubts that tho. I wish you the best- or rather, I wish you everything you deserve. that goes for good, and bad.
and on the flip side of that- i'm not giving up. fuck that. I will give this other every thing I can.
I simply don't know how to do anything else.