Emotions/Feelings/Pitty Party/Acceptance

[darkladycher_9]

I had to say it somewhere. This is the only place where I know no one is going to pay attention lol. I don't feel like I can take this. I know what I did was the best for me. Doesn't make me feel like any less of an asshole. I don't feel like I have any friends, and I'm not being dramatic. I know I have friends, but no one I can trust with this

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[darkladycher_9]

I don't even know what else is left. I know his best friend and my dear friend are the same person. I just don't feel like it's even worth it anymore. I mean, how can she not take his side on this. I mean I imagine he's told her what happened, and I don't think I will ever give the side of my story. It just doesn't seem worth it. Why should I try to defend my name? I screwed over a really great guy.

I really do think I need to take a long break from dating. I can't deal with this anymore. It's so fucking painful.