Ah, Here's The Leveling Out Of My Week!
I was actually expecting something like this to happen, but I was hoping that it would've waited until when I was supposed to start instead of coming a week early for me. I should've realized that was the reason why my back was hurting so much yesterday but It didn't even occur to me until I came home. Oh well, it actually fits with how nasty next week is supposed to be, and why couldn't I just fit in with everything? It would explain why I was and still am so irritable, I was starting to think that it was because I just needed something sweet and there wasn't anything I could have, but that's only part of the problem. I'm probably going to have some ice cream later to help my sweet tooth, but I still will need something else. Hmm, chocolate works.
I think I need caffeine because I'm actually starting to get a headache. Its probably because I just go adjusted for the first time in over a month and my lower back was really out of whack and the fact that I haven't had any caffeine since some time last night, plus the fact that I'm rather irritable and moody because of the monthly gift that was a week early, but all I know is that I need to try to keep myself in somewhat of a good mood. Its not that I don't like being in a pissed off, irritated mood sometimes because it actually proves to me that I'm not just in one perpetual long lasting good mood; but there's the fact that I tend to be really out of it and sore when I'm in a bad mood like that. Che, now that I think about it I should try to start on my Macbeth paper when I'm like this. My writing tends to be pretty interesting when I write when I'm in a mood like this, and its normally pretty straight and to the point unless I feel like fucking with someone.
-Sighs- When I talk of papers I'm starting to get really annoyed as to how long it actually takes to get anything back in my English 300w class. Its ridiculous as to how long the professor takes to do almost anything, and I'm going to be really glad when finals are over and my summer break starts. I'm tired of having to deal with classes, studying, and everything else that comes with school. I just need a break and I'm going to enjoy it to the fullest when I actually do go on it. I'm going to try to get my license this summer too because I'm not on several different medications that impair my senses. I could go more into how I hate a certain class, but then things would really be pretty bad, especially because I don't tend to hate teachers unless they deserve it.
Hell, I managed to take a three hour nap earlier and I'm still out of it. The power of actually being adjusted by your chiropractor for the first time in a while does really help you sleep. I probably am going to soak in the tub for a while later before I try to go to bed early just because I'm that out of it. I'm so out of it that I basically don't care about finishing this entry--I just want to go and curl up on the couch and doze for a while longer. My legs are killing me, it looks like that bath is coming up sooner than I thought it would. It figures that this happens this week too because I didn't go and bring my heating pad with me this weekend. Damn me and my bad luck when it comes to things like this!
I finished Macbeth last night, I need to still start reading Frankenstein for Tuesday, and since I got that out of the way I can use whatever free time I have to work on both my French homework and anything else that comes to mind. I'm feeling so lazy right now that I'm not even sure what I'm going to get done and what's going to be left unfinished for me to finish when I'm actually in the mood to. Mm...I'm cold, I need caffeine, and a cup of hot tea sounds like such a good idea right now. I'll just have a cup--or two after dinner. Probably will have two cups of green tea then a cup of herbal tea to help me relax enough so that the melatonin I take before bed can work.
Aw hell, I thought I would be tired for the rest of the night but I only really needed a jump start in the form of a cup of pepsi. I'm not incredibly awake and I'm not really tired either. It was the start of what I really needed and I'm probably going to keep pushing the glorious caffeine to help me wake up. Today sucks, it really does. It went from almost seventy and sun yesterday to being in the upper thirties and cold today. Such a shock when it comes to the temperature change, but I think its also trying to remind us that its not late spring no matter how much we want it to be and that its still winter. There may not be any snow on the ground, but that won't stop the temperature from fluctuating to the extremes like it did today.
I don't care much either way because I can just grab a blanket and curl up on the couch.
-Corrupted Innocence
I think I need caffeine because I'm actually starting to get a headache. Its probably because I just go adjusted for the first time in over a month and my lower back was really out of whack and the fact that I haven't had any caffeine since some time last night, plus the fact that I'm rather irritable and moody because of the monthly gift that was a week early, but all I know is that I need to try to keep myself in somewhat of a good mood. Its not that I don't like being in a pissed off, irritated mood sometimes because it actually proves to me that I'm not just in one perpetual long lasting good mood; but there's the fact that I tend to be really out of it and sore when I'm in a bad mood like that. Che, now that I think about it I should try to start on my Macbeth paper when I'm like this. My writing tends to be pretty interesting when I write when I'm in a mood like this, and its normally pretty straight and to the point unless I feel like fucking with someone.
-Sighs- When I talk of papers I'm starting to get really annoyed as to how long it actually takes to get anything back in my English 300w class. Its ridiculous as to how long the professor takes to do almost anything, and I'm going to be really glad when finals are over and my summer break starts. I'm tired of having to deal with classes, studying, and everything else that comes with school. I just need a break and I'm going to enjoy it to the fullest when I actually do go on it. I'm going to try to get my license this summer too because I'm not on several different medications that impair my senses. I could go more into how I hate a certain class, but then things would really be pretty bad, especially because I don't tend to hate teachers unless they deserve it.
Hell, I managed to take a three hour nap earlier and I'm still out of it. The power of actually being adjusted by your chiropractor for the first time in a while does really help you sleep. I probably am going to soak in the tub for a while later before I try to go to bed early just because I'm that out of it. I'm so out of it that I basically don't care about finishing this entry--I just want to go and curl up on the couch and doze for a while longer. My legs are killing me, it looks like that bath is coming up sooner than I thought it would. It figures that this happens this week too because I didn't go and bring my heating pad with me this weekend. Damn me and my bad luck when it comes to things like this!
I finished Macbeth last night, I need to still start reading Frankenstein for Tuesday, and since I got that out of the way I can use whatever free time I have to work on both my French homework and anything else that comes to mind. I'm feeling so lazy right now that I'm not even sure what I'm going to get done and what's going to be left unfinished for me to finish when I'm actually in the mood to. Mm...I'm cold, I need caffeine, and a cup of hot tea sounds like such a good idea right now. I'll just have a cup--or two after dinner. Probably will have two cups of green tea then a cup of herbal tea to help me relax enough so that the melatonin I take before bed can work.
Aw hell, I thought I would be tired for the rest of the night but I only really needed a jump start in the form of a cup of pepsi. I'm not incredibly awake and I'm not really tired either. It was the start of what I really needed and I'm probably going to keep pushing the glorious caffeine to help me wake up. Today sucks, it really does. It went from almost seventy and sun yesterday to being in the upper thirties and cold today. Such a shock when it comes to the temperature change, but I think its also trying to remind us that its not late spring no matter how much we want it to be and that its still winter. There may not be any snow on the ground, but that won't stop the temperature from fluctuating to the extremes like it did today.
I don't care much either way because I can just grab a blanket and curl up on the couch.
-Corrupted Innocence