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[darkinternecion]

...So I don't suppose we're gonna get any rain anytime soon to help wash away the sand, among other things?

Jeez.

I constantly have to wonder if this is really worth putting myself though... I'm so bored all the time, and I feel pretty isolated at that. The only thing I've been able to do is sit with aibou and feel frustrated about everything

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[papipupepon]

You've got to find a balance. By all means, don't abandon your friend, but at the same time, punishing yourself, making yourself miserable, isn't helping anything.

I admit to not knowing the details, obviously, but you're going to have to work with this person to make them... not so-ehm-clingy? It would be a slow process, but leaving things stagnate like this is only going to make things worse in the end.

[Screened from Yubel, voice]

[darkinternecion]

...It's hard to imagine her changing or budging even a little in this matter, even for me, to be honest. I dunno, maybe it's just because I've known her since I was little, and she's always been like this... but I've definitely talked to her a little about it in the past, and it hasn't done much good.

It's like she actually doesn't understand that there's room in someone's heart to love more than one person. She wants all my attention focused on her, as she's done for me -- she doesn't deal with others at all, not unless they approach her first.

[Screened from Yubel, voice]

[papipupepon]

Nothing is permanent - somethings are just a little more stubborn than others. It's just something you have to work at. Slowly. Giving up after one failed attempt doesn't solve anything.

Maybe if you found something else for her heart first?

[Screened from Yubel, voice]

[darkinternecion]

Much as I agree with you, I think finding her someone else is the closest to impossible anyone can ever get. She's hung up on a promise I made I don't even remember, so I get the feeling she won't give up. She hasn't yet, even after all these years of suffering that I put her through...

I think I do need to talk to her about it again, though. I'm probably missing something. Maybe I promised her something when I was a little kid, some promise kids make that they can't keep, and she took it seriously? I don't know.

[Screened from Yubel, voice]

[papipupepon]

I'm not saying it has to be a person-a hobby or interest would work just as well.

But speaking in depth with her would be a very good idea, in any case.