[eleventh] [voice]
...So I don't suppose we're gonna get any rain anytime soon to help wash away the sand, among other things?
Jeez.
I constantly have to wonder if this is really worth putting myself though... I'm so bored all the time, and I feel pretty isolated at that. The only thing I've been able to do is sit with aibou and feel frustrated about everything.
And I don't care if she sees this anymore. By all means, Yubel, if you have anything to say, tell me something that'll encourage me to go on for a little longer this way.
[Screened from Yubel]
...If... if you made a mistake in the past that wound up with someone you love getting hurt, so hurt that they went crazy for it...
...No, I shouldn't ask like that. It's hard to explain, and I can't really put it in hypothetical terms, because it's such a... unique situation.
I have to stay with her and isolate myself from everyone else because she's so jealous and overprotective. If I don't, she'll start hurting other people, start hurting my friends... she's manipulative, too... and the worst part is that she's stronger than me. But I feel like I have no right to complain, because the mistake was mine to begin with. If I hadn't sent her away...
And then she talks about some promise I made that I can't even remember... which makes me think maybe I'm even further obligated to deal with her this way...
What am I supposed to do? What would anyone else in this place do?
[Private to Manjyome and Asuka]
You guys are doing okay, right...?
...I still really miss you two, but I've gotta make sure Yubel stays in line. She probably thinks it's the other way around, but... whatever.
Jeez.
I constantly have to wonder if this is really worth putting myself though... I'm so bored all the time, and I feel pretty isolated at that. The only thing I've been able to do is sit with aibou and feel frustrated about everything.
And I don't care if she sees this anymore. By all means, Yubel, if you have anything to say, tell me something that'll encourage me to go on for a little longer this way.
[Screened from Yubel]
...If... if you made a mistake in the past that wound up with someone you love getting hurt, so hurt that they went crazy for it...
...No, I shouldn't ask like that. It's hard to explain, and I can't really put it in hypothetical terms, because it's such a... unique situation.
I have to stay with her and isolate myself from everyone else because she's so jealous and overprotective. If I don't, she'll start hurting other people, start hurting my friends... she's manipulative, too... and the worst part is that she's stronger than me. But I feel like I have no right to complain, because the mistake was mine to begin with. If I hadn't sent her away...
And then she talks about some promise I made that I can't even remember... which makes me think maybe I'm even further obligated to deal with her this way...
What am I supposed to do? What would anyone else in this place do?
[Private to Manjyome and Asuka]
You guys are doing okay, right...?
...I still really miss you two, but I've gotta make sure Yubel stays in line. She probably thinks it's the other way around, but... whatever.