house sitting
So yeah im watching my friend kyles house for the next couple of days. Which is sweet! 4 days away from my parents. Im wondering why im not as happy as i should be about it. Maybe i still feel guity over me hitting my dad. Maybe its cuz I have this inablility to stay happy. I fear its the latter. I have alot of pressure on me from my parents and my family to do good this semester and i dont even know what I want to take. I really want to transfer away from here but even though i did do good enough to stay away from academic probatation I sure as hell didnt do good enough to transfer anywhere. Then there is that weird dream of me going back to school at WVU although thats not happening. I really want to go to state but im I good enough for that kind of school. I think so if I can learn how to study this semester. But that remains to be seen. Lets see what else as gone on. Nothing except me sitting around doing nothing again. I should get a a job but i wont. I really think im turning into one of those sit around the my parnets house when im 30 kind of guy. Which I dont want to do. Shit maybe im just paraniod. But hey whatever. Other that this everthing is good well. Oh and whats up with me attracting weird religious people. Expecially in women. Like there is the ok looking black chick i went to school with last semester I ask her out and she says cool but later on when we got lunch found out that she is a jahova witness. Im like hell no. Now there is this hot chick at 7-11 im interested in but shit I have no chance in hell with that one. She is one of those cool liberal chicks that is totally not interested in a guy like me other than friendship. I have found that out twice last semester. So fuck man Im to picky I guess cuz I just cant stand normal people I need alittle spice im my life but shit I have the tendency to tip the whole container in. AH fuck Im tired so fuck this game.