today was a great fucking day
stayed up for over 24 hours pretty much doing nothing other than chatting idly with people online, doodling a bit
and watching Dexter.I was tired, felt greasy as hell, but I also felt amazing.I almost didn't want to go to bed I was enjoying it so uch. I have not felt that fulfilled in A long time.It seems kind of silly, but it was amazing how satisfying it was to just sitthere with Beth watching that show and massaging her feet.Something so simple,but god,if I could just bottle that feeling for every time I get down or whack my own mental kneecaps I think I would be unstopable
anyhow, feeling better about things, a lot of things, right now, Beth, My family, my freinds, my birthday,pretty much everything in general
and watching Dexter.I was tired, felt greasy as hell, but I also felt amazing.I almost didn't want to go to bed I was enjoying it so uch. I have not felt that fulfilled in A long time.It seems kind of silly, but it was amazing how satisfying it was to just sitthere with Beth watching that show and massaging her feet.Something so simple,but god,if I could just bottle that feeling for every time I get down or whack my own mental kneecaps I think I would be unstopable
anyhow, feeling better about things, a lot of things, right now, Beth, My family, my freinds, my birthday,pretty much everything in general