Another Emo Update

Nov 18, 2009 12:35

It's like every effort I make to right things is just thrown in my face with a big "Fuck you" this is all your fault and I'm not dealing with this anymore. I'm sorry but if people are going to ignore my efforts to fix things then I'm done. I don't want to deal with you anymore. If you can't accept me for me then fuck you. I don't want you in my life anyways.

Don't worry, it'll be painless. Like removing a bandaid. It'll be like we never met. I'll ignore you and see you only as that girl that lives on my hall or that person I once had class with. I'm so tired of caring at this point I'll do anything to make this stop.

I've gotten rid of friends that couldn't handle me for me before in the past and I am not afraid to do it again. Especially if it means I can sleep at night and stop skipping class just because I can't stop crying.

Ditmer wonders why I don't respect her and quite frankly it's because of the way she makes me feel. I'm sorry I went and bore my heart on my sleeve only to be smacked in the face with with a big "fuck you, I'm washing my hands of it."

I can barely finish this. My face is numb and I can't feel my fingers. If I could go home right now I would
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