Dec 29, 2006 23:58
Well, after my short four day stint in Colorado for Christmas we are back in California. I had so much fun spending time with Jay's family, the presents, the sledding etc etc. Now the snow, I have to get used to still.
I have less than 12 days with the man I love, and then its a little over a year we will be seperated. Literally worlds apart.
A lot of emotions, questions and thoughts swirl inside, but Im keeping a stiff upper lip and brave front. I have to be strong because I know we will get through it and we will be better for it in the end.
we joked about getting hitched in Vegas.. but in all seriousness, this is a relationship that has to be nurtured and to grow.. we cant rush things. I have school to finish, and tie up loose ends at my side. (ie - convince parents Jay is the real deal ..) and he has to finish out his time in the corps and get his life straight when hes out (ie - find a place to live, settle into his job etc) ..
For now.. Im going to take lots of photos ..and enjoy the time left.