I know I talk about him alot..but I'm about to talk MORE about him..

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It's around 2:40 in the morning and I'm sitting here thinking about my life and well..if it could get any better. I was on the phone with Gat but he fell alseep..hehe..so I just let him be hung up and got on here. Today was boring I mostly slept and talked on here until Gatlin came home and I got on the phone him for maybe an hour and a half..I miss him so much that I feel like going to lay down closing my eyes imagining he's next to me and falling asleep with that thought which when I get done with this entry thats probably what I'm gonna do. My eyes keep wanting to close and I keep wanting him here more and more..it's cold and getting colder and I need him to hold me..very very tight..gotta keep me warm some way huh? *wink*..hehehe Here a song for you that I wanted to let you hear.. Rascal Flatts- "Like I am" "Lying here with you I watch you while you sleep Dawn is closing in with every breath you breathe I can feel the change the change you've made in me But will I ever see all the things you see in me When you say that Im one of a kind Baby I dont see it but you believe That I'm so strong and true I promise you I'll try to be that kind of man because you love me like I am When it comes to love I may not know the rules But theres one thing I know My heart belongs to you just you When you say that Im one of a kind Baby I dont see it but you believe That I'm so strong and true I promise you I'll try to be that kind of man because you love me like I am You show me you love me with a fire that burns deep inside When you say that Im one of a kind Baby I dont see it but you believe That I'm so strong and true I promise you I'll try to be that kind of man because you love me like I am" Well..I just sat here listened to that song and typed the lyrics as I heard them..now I'm about ready to cry..I hope that my life stays this way..I hope I stay this deep in love with a person who makes me feel like the most beautiful woman ever..(even thought I KNOW I'm not)hehehe..I love you so much baby!!!!! I'll post later.. -RaIn