the glove compartment isnt acurately named, and everybody knows it.

Dec 06, 2006 21:04

"im breaking away + cutting him off.
im moving on from paradise lost.
i was searching, but never found.
i was lost in sight + sound."

im in a decently calm mood.
happy because i got news today that i'm okay for now health-wise. :)
happy because deanna + i are awfully excited about christmas.
she gets her full license- + then her + i hit the road. ♥

we had a late start for school today.
+ i went back to bed with my hair wet,
+ woke up looking like my brother. (his hair.)
yeah. it was funny. i should have taken pictures.
that was kind of a pointless little fact about my day.

this week has been awful, actually.
+ it's only tuesday..
yesterday especially- i was a wreck.
which wasnt good bc i had to lead small groups-
but i think i did okay despite what was going on in my head.
+ if you dont think so, shut up. bc you dont know whats going on.
im just happy i have people that i know want to see me happy.
im happy that i have people in my life that i know care about me.
that fact alone keeps me going.
someone recently told me that anything they've seen me try to do, i've done.
even something i said i couldnt do, if i tried to do it, i succeeded.
having that pointed out to me made me feel a lot stronger.
it encourages me to get passed this issue i think is impossible to get passed.
+ hearing that from someone makes it seem possible, + makes me believe i can do it.
so i guess it's just going to be a process, + it wont be easy at all..
but in time, if i have to, i can do it.
i just wish i didnt have to.. :(

i dont know- this entry i guess is kind of pointless.. again. sorry.
i just felt like updating because it feels like i havent in awhile.

friday should cheer me up + hopefully instill some positive changes in me.
- staying after w. danielle + lauren for some serious roomie time <3
- JT in up till 3 with joe + mike in patent pending w. dee brian andrew + bry.
- dee's for movies + lazing about. i love doing nothing with her. its when i'm my happiest. <3

tomorrow i think im going shopping w. justin + possibly dee.
im next to broke- so i dont know if im going to be giving gifts this year.
so if you were thinking about it, dont get me a gift.
because i wont have money to get many people gifts this year. sorry.

okay- there is rap on my television- + the only people in there are my parents.
so that means something bad is happening in there i need to check out.
laterrr.
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