the breakup
So yesterday was fun. Erm well it was till I got to Patty's and me, her, Kyle, and Ian all go to Vinnys to go bother Jay. Which he was to busy to talk oh but wait. He comes outside on his break and then me and him talk, and we break up.
Yep I'm single again. Oh joy. Well not really.
The breakup was mutual. Still, more him then me. But the worst part about it is that we both still care about eachother, ALOT! It's the the worst possible timing for either of us to be in a relationship. He has no free time and personal life to have a girlfriend and I'm just in the worst emotional state right now what with both my parents weddings happeneing actually going to happen now, and my aunt with her cancer, and my godfather mike with his. Yea I need to not to have a boyfriend right now cause my life is just to crazy.
But I'm am glad in a way that me and Jay are over. Damiens coming up on the 9th. And i wouldn't know how to handle Jay bout Damien. Althought Damien is coming up with his bitch ass girlfriend Jackie who i majorly hate. Yea I'll be knocing her out and locking her in the closet so I can have Damien all to myself. Hehe. ^____^
I can't wait till I see my penguin though. It's been two years since he moved and I've seen him. I miss him sooooo effing much!!! I know when i see him I'm gonna jump on him and like knock him to the ground. Haha lol.
Oh but yea I got side tracked. Back to me and Jay. It just sucks that our relationship ended how it did. Cause like the day we started dating we talking about everything and how hes always working so I wouldn't get to see him a lot and also how my lifes a little cazy at the moment. Everything we talked bout that we cleared up with eachtother and that we thought was never gonna get in the way of our relationship wound up destoying it. That I really hate. And of corse Jay had to go and say yesterday that maybe in the futur we can work things out and go out again and that he really does still care about me a lot. That right there killed me. Cause it was just like "oh well we're breaking up but I still care about you". Ahhh.
Ah ok done ranting...for now.
Peace.
Yep I'm single again. Oh joy. Well not really.
The breakup was mutual. Still, more him then me. But the worst part about it is that we both still care about eachother, ALOT! It's the the worst possible timing for either of us to be in a relationship. He has no free time and personal life to have a girlfriend and I'm just in the worst emotional state right now what with both my parents weddings happeneing actually going to happen now, and my aunt with her cancer, and my godfather mike with his. Yea I need to not to have a boyfriend right now cause my life is just to crazy.
But I'm am glad in a way that me and Jay are over. Damiens coming up on the 9th. And i wouldn't know how to handle Jay bout Damien. Althought Damien is coming up with his bitch ass girlfriend Jackie who i majorly hate. Yea I'll be knocing her out and locking her in the closet so I can have Damien all to myself. Hehe. ^____^
I can't wait till I see my penguin though. It's been two years since he moved and I've seen him. I miss him sooooo effing much!!! I know when i see him I'm gonna jump on him and like knock him to the ground. Haha lol.
Oh but yea I got side tracked. Back to me and Jay. It just sucks that our relationship ended how it did. Cause like the day we started dating we talking about everything and how hes always working so I wouldn't get to see him a lot and also how my lifes a little cazy at the moment. Everything we talked bout that we cleared up with eachtother and that we thought was never gonna get in the way of our relationship wound up destoying it. That I really hate. And of corse Jay had to go and say yesterday that maybe in the futur we can work things out and go out again and that he really does still care about me a lot. That right there killed me. Cause it was just like "oh well we're breaking up but I still care about you". Ahhh.
Ah ok done ranting...for now.
Peace.