eff this

[darkend_lover]

i just give up. for once i truely believed that things were goos for once. i have a great boyfriend who makes me soo happy and i love all my friends to death. but no things cant stay that way. i just have to fuck them up dont i. im just soo tired of tryin soo hard to have everything be ok for once. i feel as if i cant do a single thing for myself without it blowing up in my face.

n yes minty i truely am sry. i know i fuck things up. sry. if theres anything i could do to make things better tell me.

im done. im a bitch i know. and a fuck up. oh well. i should learn to live with this for once.