Good news.. tentitively
Well today has been interesting, at least from my perspective lol. I did an hpt last night and I could see a faint band. My dear sweet husband nearly had a panic attack. It is one thing to be trying for so long, another to actually see a positive even if it is faint. Still, we've decided not to tell the family until we know for sure that things are as they should be. We have had so many disappointments this past year, I'm almost scared to believe that something I have longed for for what seems like an eternity could actually come to pass. As I said, we haven't told the family , but I did wander around Toys R Us and sign up for their baby registery.. I couldn't help it.. and hey it was FUN. I just wanted to bask in the idea that everything is alright for a while. It may be silly but it helped to bring me up today and I suppose that is all that matters.
We've got to deal with my ex in court on Monday and I really needed to get my mind on positive things today. The boys came with me and had a blast picking out things for the baby. They were discussing what they thought was safe and what the baby would like. I brought them on purpose because I want them to be inclided as much as possible. While we had planned on waiting to tell them as well, Boobear found the test and told his brother about it. Sometime I forget how intiutive they can be and the fact that they are smart as a whip. For their sakes I really hope that everything continues as planned. I do not relish having to explain it to them, if it doesn't.
I've decided that I'm going to take the time and enjoy what I do have. Whatever else comes our way, we will deal with it then.
We've got to deal with my ex in court on Monday and I really needed to get my mind on positive things today. The boys came with me and had a blast picking out things for the baby. They were discussing what they thought was safe and what the baby would like. I brought them on purpose because I want them to be inclided as much as possible. While we had planned on waiting to tell them as well, Boobear found the test and told his brother about it. Sometime I forget how intiutive they can be and the fact that they are smart as a whip. For their sakes I really hope that everything continues as planned. I do not relish having to explain it to them, if it doesn't.
I've decided that I'm going to take the time and enjoy what I do have. Whatever else comes our way, we will deal with it then.