its been awhile
i know it has beena long time since i have updated but im sorry. i have had a few things going on that have made me kinda forget to write in here. like my new job, or trishia and adam. and manda and billie, or me and tommy. or how good brittni and brian are doing. yay it makes me happy. i love them both so much. i love trishioa nd adam too. im so glad they are married and happy now. i know they have had thie problems and so do married ppl and so do single ppl so it isnt much different than what other ppl go through. so i hope you two get through it ok. cause i love you both like siblings. and ilove my siblings. and i am truley sorry for what i did. i may have not seemed like it then but what ppl thought what was wrong was not what was wrong. i wont be able to tell you what it was that wrong because i dont know. but i hope i didnt screw things up to bad. i have been thinging about this for as long as it has been since it has happened. so i am sorry to you trishia, and adam. and amanda im sorry but you know i dont like billie. he seems oddle odd. and not the good kind. and i dont trust him with you. and its not then drunk thing, its the him driving you home drunk. and i cant say that he has and i cant say that he hasnt. so either way it makes me scared. when you come home at 5 or 6 or 7 in the morning drunk how am i supposed to feel. i know i have done it a few copuple times but the driver wasnt drunk all the times and we both trust the driver. i dont know billie and i dont trust him either. im sorry and i love you but i worrie about you just like you worrie you worrie about me. i know i spelled alot wrong but i dont care. all i wanted to do was get my point across. and ppl kept draging me out of the room. so i hope i got it all out cause if not, when i reas this tomoroow im going to have to wryte more maybe. oh yeah i have to work tomorrow, i should get some sleep. i love you all bye bye, babs