yeah word... (adam check your email....its explaining a lotta shit) today its sorta cold... only 60 or so but yeah its peachy joel left for orlando for christmas and then is commin back sunday mom wouldnt let me go with him to go and see monica and derrell (his sister and her husband) yeah he left like an hour ago and my parents want me to go see ( Read more... )

sucks... its hott yeah and the ocean yeah but everyone ... no i hate people cant stand them and my family my god i think im gonna die 4 real im fighting with everyone...sometimes on purpose for shits and giggles but god i want a plane ticket home. this is gonna end up ruining me and joels realationship.... let alone anything else it has standing ( Read more... )

lol i thought joel was gonna get in a fight at the mall yesterday we were with my mom gettin a new camera phone at the nextel place adn the dude kept hittin on me... he was pretty hott too but yeah im in a realationship with someone i love so i wasnt flirtin back or anything but it was funny he took my phone to put some ringtones in there for free ( Read more... )

andrew that was bullshit u know better than to pull shit like that when joel's around and he's suppose to be your homie and all you did when we were at ur place last night was go kristy remember when we were giogn out and we did this or we did that or remember that time we went to put put and blah blah... gayness 4 real stop actin like a nigger and ( Read more... )

blah today sucked... but tommorrow idk maby it'll be better... im suppose to go with my mom and maybe joel and his mom shopping in muncie tommorrow i hate muncie its way to fuckin boring i tried to talk mom into goin to anderson but thats highly unlikey... i wonder if i still have weezy's number i havnt seen her in fuckin ever i wonder if she eva ( Read more... )

so me and joel went out with andriea jeff my mom , dad, pam dave and matt... haha it was funny to see joel and matt in the same room cuz matt has this thing for me... its just funny my mom was braggin about my ring and shit ahhhhh happy... ohh soo happy im at his house now... he's in the shower tho cuz were about to go to muncie to ball state to ( Read more... )

im engaged.... 4 real and shit..... me and joel were hangin out at his house and he sits down beside me and was like babe i ment to give this to you a long time ago... and pulls this ring outa his pocket (a ring i helped him pick out at the muncie mall like 2 yrs ago for his so called "girlfriend") anyway he's like we've been friends since we were ( Read more... )

man its soo funny talkin to gary and mike at the same time... cuz they both want the same thing and its madd funny cuz mike ... ewwww he's like 25 or something and well.. old way too damn old for me anyway and gary well he's kind of tori's yet tori's making out with like 50 different guys adn thinks nothing of it .... so yeah whats it to her me and ( Read more... )

its not that bad the whole being grounded thing but i looked at how much cash i have i've got 75 bucks then my 100bucks in goody's cards from christmas yesterday so im gonna throw that money in the bank so i can start savin up for when i graduate. Derrick was talking to me yesterday (parents wernt home... i was on my cell) about job corp and how ( Read more... )

grounded.... yeah i chose my friends over my family last night and "faced the consequences" as my mother said... fuck it tho last night was fun brian didnt come becuse derricks grandpa died dammit i dont ahve a car or a cell ... ah a taste of real life well the first thing im takin every sent i have and putting it in the bank i have to save up for ( Read more... )