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I slacked updating and a lot has happened. Funeral had an amazing turn out, car lights are fixed, got a job interview and failed it through lack of experience and currently have another application slowly grinding through the cogs.
But I cannot be arsed right now going in-depth, I am too pissed off.
Recently I have begun hating my workplace. Not just disliking it but on the way back today I was just angry and hating it to the point I looked in the store's direction and muttered all manner of abusive stuff at it. I have been threatened with demotion (ha! like I cna go any lower!), had management being rude to me and head office shitting on the store with lots of "you do better now!" crap making the department start shitting on the employees. In turn, employees get pissed off and irritated. Right now, I want to quit and tell them to fuck off but I need good references for job finding and money. That is another point, it is going too slow. I just can't think of any way to speed up finding a decent job. Considering it feels like management don't think much of my performance at the moment, I feel trapped in a place I don't want to carry on working in but am forced to.
Just....so....pissed....off. Apologies for yet another rant littered with obscenities.
But I cannot be arsed right now going in-depth, I am too pissed off.
Recently I have begun hating my workplace. Not just disliking it but on the way back today I was just angry and hating it to the point I looked in the store's direction and muttered all manner of abusive stuff at it. I have been threatened with demotion (ha! like I cna go any lower!), had management being rude to me and head office shitting on the store with lots of "you do better now!" crap making the department start shitting on the employees. In turn, employees get pissed off and irritated. Right now, I want to quit and tell them to fuck off but I need good references for job finding and money. That is another point, it is going too slow. I just can't think of any way to speed up finding a decent job. Considering it feels like management don't think much of my performance at the moment, I feel trapped in a place I don't want to carry on working in but am forced to.
Just....so....pissed....off. Apologies for yet another rant littered with obscenities.