Island adventure
Today a friend of mine told me I was "shining" when I saw him on the island.
This made me smile and realize yea, I am pretty happy now. Ive made steps in my life to move forward and make myself happy.
Certain people and decisions have helped greatly.
Before I moved to the mainland, Nicky introduced me to some influential people that I have come to appreciate.
Szymon is one of these people. I met him on his 22 birthday in July. He showed me that I can be happy and its ok to laugh and smile. While I still have not been able to let anyone new know me in that way yet. He has certainly shown me that its ok to like someone again who wont ever meet my dad. That its okay to be 20 ands live life as I want. The people that care will always be there.
I havent been able to allow myself to connect with anyone in forever and it hurts,
My addiction and grief is the main cause of this
This made me smile and realize yea, I am pretty happy now. Ive made steps in my life to move forward and make myself happy.
Certain people and decisions have helped greatly.
Before I moved to the mainland, Nicky introduced me to some influential people that I have come to appreciate.
Szymon is one of these people. I met him on his 22 birthday in July. He showed me that I can be happy and its ok to laugh and smile. While I still have not been able to let anyone new know me in that way yet. He has certainly shown me that its ok to like someone again who wont ever meet my dad. That its okay to be 20 ands live life as I want. The people that care will always be there.
I havent been able to allow myself to connect with anyone in forever and it hurts,
My addiction and grief is the main cause of this