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I was feeling down earlier. I'm feeling a little better now, I guess. I feel hopeless sometimes. I realize I have no confidence in myself at all. It makes it very hard for me to talk to people or be close to people, because I just figure they'll hate me anyway. I'm thinking of going to stay on a farm for a month this summer. They live off grid so it will be odd. No TV, internet and all that lovely stuff. Showers must be doing sparingly!! Eek...! I really believe it will be good for me in a lot of ways. It may be hard work...but it will be good. Oh, I work for room and board. That's it. Eaaaaaaaaaaaarly mornings. I'm going to die! *sigh*
Oh, my uterus/back/insides feels like it's being torn apart! yay! I know you needed to know that too.
Oh, my uterus/back/insides feels like it's being torn apart! yay! I know you needed to know that too.