"find yourself now days and think who you were but just one year ago were you someone totally diffrent or are you the same.... new emotions mixed emotions all sorts of craziness.i dunno""maybe one day you will find your happiness withen in your soul and dream""why is there so much anger and pain but no more love and pure happiness""shes the one ( Read more... )

im graduating from high school soon this week and then after...after is a question i dont want to answer because i became to look at myself as useless to this place...i am going to try to find a job and a apartment.....i dunno..people are acting weird lately or i been thinking wierd..i have become really paranoid lately as well i dunno whut to ( Read more... )

trying to be able to find yourself doesnt just mean looking into the mirror but thought it onto the other side around the corner up down left right and ur lost still, why is all this hatred and pain being released.....everyday i continue my walk on the path to nothing for there is nothing anymore i am sure i am wanted to go...you can be stuck in a ( Read more... )

i have no quard up anymore eveything seems to effect me somehow now or doesnt do anything at all its kinda wierd i cant figure out how some people think i kinda beleive that they dont get it or they dont care or they dont realize whats going on around them i mean things are very unbalanced right now and its just leaves me to choose things that have ( Read more... )

Don’t worry I wash my hands of you. You ain’t my son anymore. You want to fuck me well fuck you! I never, never treated my parents the way you treat us. You better grow up and grow up fast ( Read more... )

Subj: RE: FW: flying..request an answer today ( Read more... )

isnt it great when something is taken away from you and you will never have it back u cant even see it i dunno i guess you really dont have anything thats yours.... it can all be taken away everything will be taken away from u one day i dunno the days are growning very long but cery short the nights i just think about things everything runs though ( Read more... )

why do people yell? someone tells you to do something n if its not done in 2 secs they start yelling at you.. kinda makes you feel like your nothing to them, its like really im just a body to be used for everyones demands it feels like.. i kinda lost myself in a very bad way i have no feeling but i have feelings i can give them to you but it wont ( Read more... )

i cant figure why im like this i wanna be happy i really really do and i cant right now im trapped in this house and i can get out i dont wanna be seen by people but i wanna see them i cant decide what i want anymore i havent ate anything in 2 days and me eating all together is low my skin is getting so pale my bodys just falling apart i have no ( Read more... )

right now im kinda thinking on how people looks at others. people get harrassed by the way they look and theres no point. why does someone have to be afraid to do what they wanna do because of other people? freedom is a good thing if u think about it because that SHOULD give you the right to be free n allowed to express yourself. theres bans in ( Read more... )