Absolution
Sometimes you do things that you do not want to do. Sometimes you say things that you do not want to say. I have done something to regret, for I have let malice escape from my lips. And all that is left is the bitter aftertaste of remorse. Greater is the conviction in one's own heart than any judgment passed by another. I want absolution, but I hope that I will never find it. How can I? I dare not relieve this burdened conscience. Let me remain unforgiven, so that I will always remember.