I 'm trying harder to get Johnsonswort so maybe I can be a little less tense and maybe a little more happy. And these words from the song "Given Up" by Linkin Park pinpoint my mood right now.
"I'm my own worst enemy
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me"
and I can't forget this part of the song either...
"Put me out of my misery!!!!
Put me out of my misery!!!!
Put me out of my!!!
Put me out of my fucking misery!!!"
Not drawn by me, but it says it all too