I just got back from visiting Zack. While I was down there, we watched The World Trade Center with Nicholas Cage in it. It was an amazing movie, and made me cry like no other, so to all of you who read this, have ever read it, or ever will read it, I want to say thank you for being just who you are, even if we don't talk or haven't even met in ( Read more... )

I miss having friends ( Read more... )

I have decided that at some point soon, I want to live in a place with actual seasons. I want to experience a fall, where leaves actually fall and change colors and it's all around, not just on certain trees that are rare really. I also want to feel the coldness of snow. I want to have to actually dress up to be warm, and to go out walking with ( Read more... )

I miss my family. I miss Eddric. I miss my friends back home. I miss my own room. I miss knowing I have people to go out with on the weekend. I miss all day tech calls. I miss friends all across the country and state. I miss my dogs. I miss family dinners. I miss being able to work out. I miss talking to people. I miss SDA. I miss being held. I ( Read more... )

I hate the internet sometimes, and some of the sites out there. Like right now, I dislike facebook. I meet all these people who say they are excited to meet me here at college. No one, not a single person, has bothered to even try. I mean, not that I have either, but you can't exactly fault me, as I've been sick for the last week. I haven't meet ( Read more... )

I hate that I'm a slave to money. I'm working basically three jobs now, (Pasta, Quizno's and letter stuffing for dad), am running on very little sleep, and I can't remember how to have fun. In fact, I've gone back to schduling my day based on time, down to the very minute. I can't do anything without knowning how long it will take, and when I have ( Read more... )