I wish some of tonight would become spectral....
Yep...just keel over and die..POOF...float away.
Tell me, how awkward do you think you would feel if you were to sit in a car with an ex, a creepy stalker type that you never wanted near your house, and the love of your life.....all in the same car now!
And another friend suffered a major panic attack because of an uncontroled fire set off (that was part of a performance...oi..set the freaking dance floor on fire...that bright..no pun intended, really...) right infront of her. She has a major fear of fire....I know that the performer might have had no previous knowledge of it, but there were many other problems in play...which, right now, I don't feel like going into those details.
.....I love my sister O_o;;
And other than the creepy stalker type floating around....I had fun at Spectral Erosa. I didn't step out onto the dance floor to dance...I had fun staying with Drizzt and ...swaying with him to the music. lol Yeah. The majority of my night was spent with him, and those moments when it was jsut us= perfect. I had fun. I laughed....I'm not going to say what about, because we were both being kind of mean at points..lmao.
I miss him whenever he's not near me. ::sniffle:: Gah...and I never want to let him off the phone, because I don't ever know for sure when I'll be able to see him again. Just being able to hear his voice cheers me up. (And to think that I was goint to try and convince myself that I had no feelings for him when my friend was still trying to get him back...uhg....that was one of the dumbest thoughts to ever occur to me. There would be no way that I could have gotten rid of the way I felt around him.)
When I smile at him, I feel as if I'm actually smiling. And I laugh, even if I have no real reason to. And I just love to watch him....do anything...eat, sleep, watch tv...anything!
O_O
He showed me how far exactly he pushed the bike to get to my house when he got a flat..OMG....I felt so horrible that he had to go through all that, and that he was doing all just to see me...>.<
But I felt flattered too. I never thought I would for something like that, but I did. Mybe it'd becuase it was him. He's just so derned cute.
Yeh..I need sleep.....
Ciao!
Tell me, how awkward do you think you would feel if you were to sit in a car with an ex, a creepy stalker type that you never wanted near your house, and the love of your life.....all in the same car now!
And another friend suffered a major panic attack because of an uncontroled fire set off (that was part of a performance...oi..set the freaking dance floor on fire...that bright..no pun intended, really...) right infront of her. She has a major fear of fire....I know that the performer might have had no previous knowledge of it, but there were many other problems in play...which, right now, I don't feel like going into those details.
.....I love my sister O_o;;
And other than the creepy stalker type floating around....I had fun at Spectral Erosa. I didn't step out onto the dance floor to dance...I had fun staying with Drizzt and ...swaying with him to the music. lol Yeah. The majority of my night was spent with him, and those moments when it was jsut us= perfect. I had fun. I laughed....I'm not going to say what about, because we were both being kind of mean at points..lmao.
I miss him whenever he's not near me. ::sniffle:: Gah...and I never want to let him off the phone, because I don't ever know for sure when I'll be able to see him again. Just being able to hear his voice cheers me up. (And to think that I was goint to try and convince myself that I had no feelings for him when my friend was still trying to get him back...uhg....that was one of the dumbest thoughts to ever occur to me. There would be no way that I could have gotten rid of the way I felt around him.)
When I smile at him, I feel as if I'm actually smiling. And I laugh, even if I have no real reason to. And I just love to watch him....do anything...eat, sleep, watch tv...anything!
O_O
He showed me how far exactly he pushed the bike to get to my house when he got a flat..OMG....I felt so horrible that he had to go through all that, and that he was doing all just to see me...>.<
But I felt flattered too. I never thought I would for something like that, but I did. Mybe it'd becuase it was him. He's just so derned cute.
Yeh..I need sleep.....
Ciao!