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Hanna had another party at her place, I'm gonna break down the experience:
Cons
I had also no signifigant social interaction with anyone.
Certain people who I was hoping to see didn't show up.
Yasmin and Midge left early.
Absinthe is an awful, awful drink that burns for a long time after you've swallowed it.
My already present dislike towards Fuzz deepened.
I ran barefoot to the shop before realizing I had no money.
Jamie pestered me and I still couldn't find the strength to tell him its never gonna happen between us.
My weird sort-of crush on Alex was deeply exacebated by the alcohol and yet I spent most of my time talking to him reassuring him about the possibility of he and Hanna getting back together.
Emily's camera had run out of battery power so there are no fun photos.
I wore Yasmin's top, Ashley's pink drama shorts and Hanna's high heels for a laugh; but the confidence I felt that I was among friends who could appreciate the joke wore off rapidly when several people decided to make hurtful comments.
I got almost no sleep because two people who shall not be named spent a ridiculous amount of time fucking.
Pros
I now know I look good in a ushanka.
Shep and I had a lengthy discussion about my 'Jamie' and 'Alex' problems. He offered advice and has told me I can rely on him for further chats in the future if I need them.
So, yeah, not the best party ever.
Woke up. Went home. Got one third of the way home and realised I'd left my quilt behind. Went back. Got quilt. Went home.
Settled into usual morning routine but once I was finished checking the usual sites for updates I realised how truly tired I was and napped. Was woken from my nap by Dad asking me to pick a horse to bet on in the Grand National. My horse came seventh and actually finished the race, better than the horses everyone else chose.
Watched Psych. Had dinner. Went to Kaylie's. Hanna was running late. Waited for half an hour. Hanna arrived and found the key under the bin, rather than texting me to tell me the key was under the bin when I told her that I had knocked and it appeared no-one was there. Took Terra for a walk. Discussed the party with Hanna. Decided to watch Fight Club. Hanna had to leave half way through. Finished watching Fight Club. Text Yasmin to tell her I was leaving the key under the bin again. Went home. Got phonecall from Yasmin saying she was leaving work and asking how Terra was. Explained I'd gone home and left the key under the bin. Realised Yasmin has a new phone number (again) and forgot to tell me the number had changed so I've been texting a dead number for who knows how long (again).
I have a little over a week of holiday left. I really wanted to make a dent in the pile of fic I need to write. I definitely need to prioritise my Ship Wars and spring_with_xan fic. I shall make a start tomorrow. Hopefully.