Sigh...
All I wanted... no needed was to hear that she was sorry for hurting me. She's said numerous times that she didn't want to hurt me yet she hasn't ever said taht she was Sorry for hurting me. I tried talking to her, explaining to her then asking if she was sorry. She seemed to refuse to say she was sorry. She's rather hurt me more than say she was sorry for hurting me.
Sorry Tasha. I want to be friends. but if you can't even say sorry for hurting me then I can't do it. I've said sorry to you whenever I've hurt you.
Only when I gave up and left did you say sory. It's too late by then.
How can someone so sweet cause so much hurt?
Anyway I give up. I can't do this anylonger. I'm not goign to be the pushover I was Tashy. You lsot that when you left me. Now you have to face the reality that were equals now. That you ahve to actualy respect me now. And you have to realise you have to understand me. Micky can and she's talked to me for ohh maybe hours in total. She knows when I want a hug or when i'm jsut venting. You still don't want to even ask me the simple things you should know.
Oh well. Maybe one day you'll realise that even the hardest things in life are easy. once you can figure it out. Now. to repair things with Chels and Steph. Sorry you two. You both know it was jsut pure anger and hurt. that's why I've waited this long to talk to you two again so I would have calmed down. <3 Love ya. you are my family after all <3
Sorry Tasha. I want to be friends. but if you can't even say sorry for hurting me then I can't do it. I've said sorry to you whenever I've hurt you.
Only when I gave up and left did you say sory. It's too late by then.
How can someone so sweet cause so much hurt?
Anyway I give up. I can't do this anylonger. I'm not goign to be the pushover I was Tashy. You lsot that when you left me. Now you have to face the reality that were equals now. That you ahve to actualy respect me now. And you have to realise you have to understand me. Micky can and she's talked to me for ohh maybe hours in total. She knows when I want a hug or when i'm jsut venting. You still don't want to even ask me the simple things you should know.
Oh well. Maybe one day you'll realise that even the hardest things in life are easy. once you can figure it out. Now. to repair things with Chels and Steph. Sorry you two. You both know it was jsut pure anger and hurt. that's why I've waited this long to talk to you two again so I would have calmed down. <3 Love ya. you are my family after all <3