chasing time
What does it mean when people say "you'll be okay"? Okay feels so long ago. What does it mean when people say "one day at a time" or "just take your time"? They say it's only a matter of controlling your emotions and that you'll get over it.
I know what they're saying but I can't understand anything.
Yesterday I realized I might live out the rest of my days in a communal laundry room, and you gave me comfort. But you don't get it, do you? I could live in a closet, and have had you, and it would have been okay. I never asked for this.
If she's done, I really want to be done, too.
But all I'm doing is I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a god that I don't believe in
Coz I got time while she got freedom
Coz when a heart breaks no it don't break even
Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her 1st
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words're gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)
You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm trying to make sense of what little remains
Cos you left me with no love, no love to my name.
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even
What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)
I know what they're saying but I can't understand anything.
Yesterday I realized I might live out the rest of my days in a communal laundry room, and you gave me comfort. But you don't get it, do you? I could live in a closet, and have had you, and it would have been okay. I never asked for this.
If she's done, I really want to be done, too.
But all I'm doing is I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a god that I don't believe in
Coz I got time while she got freedom
Coz when a heart breaks no it don't break even
Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her 1st
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words're gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)
You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm trying to make sense of what little remains
Cos you left me with no love, no love to my name.
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even
What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)