Dec 29, 2003 11:10
Umm...well, lesse, before I post this entry, I just want to say that if you do not believe in Magick then you probably shouldn't read this...
I'm Wiccan, which is Old English for "witch". Wicca is a religion that believes in the Goddess and Her Consort.
My religion also believes in the Fae, or faeries and other such things.
For Christmas I got a book about Faeries with a riddle in it. The riddle supposedly will get you into the Fae world if you solve it correctly. I believe I solved it correctly, but I need to be at a certain place at a certain time..as of yet, I don't know where that is, or when.
I feel like somethings watching me now. When I lie in my bed I see flashing images at the corners of my eyes...and someone that I had thought long gone has returned to my dreams. Not physically yet...but I can feel him. A few of you will know who I speak of. He's not back because he loves me, I know that now. He's back because I am not a faded flower as he wishes me to be. He has not yet broken me...that is the way of the Fae. The way of a Fae Lover. I always knew he was dangerous, but I never thought he'd be dangerous to me.
I don't expect any of you to believe me. Elfy and Sarah never did. I'm just saying that something's happening to me, and I'm afraid. It's like I can feel shadows floating about me.
I want to go to their world nonetheless. I'm tired of this place. I don't belong here. When the time comes for me to answer the riddle, I will answer it, and if my answer is correct, I will go. The Fetch will accept me if my answer is correct.
Goddess Bless