Oct 18, 2006 06:56
My name is: Vanessa
I may seem: scary
But I'm really: Caring
Sometimes I feel: Fighting until someone is bleeding
In the morning I: usually go to bed
I like to sleep: On my side with scott
If I could be doing anything right now I would be: doing exactly what I am right now, being fucked up with one of my best friends lol
Money: causes panic attack and depression
One thing I wish I had is: A house, im sick of being in a one bedroom apartment
One thing I have that I wish I didn't is: being sick all the time
All I need is: To be happy
If I had one wish it would be: for all my friends and I to live happy healthy lives
.FIRSTS.
First best friend: Sara
First car: Blue Astro Van
First date: Real date? LOL Scott a year ago at leo's coney island
First real kiss: LOL first kiss was in kindergarden, but french kiss, I think that was the first matt when I was like 14
First break-up: Matt stohoviac ( dont know if we realluy broke up lol, he was 19 and i was 15 and he went to the army)
First screen name: AngelsKake
First self purchased album: Alanis Morsette - Jagged little pill
First funeral: My uncle Kenny when I was like 3
First pets: chump, beast, twerp, pooker = Cats and Leah my giant scznouser
First piercings/tattoos: Besides my many ears, My lip at 14, tattoo was at 19 and its a cresnt moon and a jewel sun with a black widow spider and spider webs with red spiderwebs on the sides, on my lower back
First credit card: That would be my chase mastercard
First true love: Scott
First enemy: Rachel Deathridge
First musician you remember hearing in your house: Black Sabbith
.LASTS.
Last cigarette: i'm a chain smoker
Last car ride: this morning on the way back from the eye surgen
Last kiss: A couple hours ago before Scott went to bed
Last good cry: when my mother asked me what she did to make all her children so screwed up
Last library book checked out: I think it was a star wars book in junior high
Last movie seen: Freida, but in the theaters, x-men 3 i think
Last beverage drank: Coke
Last food consumed: bagle and cream cheese
Last crush: Jimmy Jaxx when I first met him
Last phone call: Martine
Last time showered: Last night
Last shoes worn: my etnies
Last cd played: tool undertow
Last item bought: Gas lol
Last annoyance: not being able to breath, which was earlier today
Last disappointment: getting removed from my route
Last time wanting to die: Probably about a year ago
Last time scolded: I get scolded all the time, for not going to school, eating things i know will make me sick, etc...
Last shirt worn: My anime fairy butterfly tee
Last website visited: yahoo mail
Last word you said: Just thinking
Last song you sang: Tool prison sex in my car
What is in your cd player?: tool
What color socks are you wearing?: white with black toes and heal
What color of underwear are you wearing?: they are purple flowers
What's under your bed?: nothing, I sleep on a futon matress
What time did you wake up today?: 10pm ish
.FUTURE.
Where do you want to go?: Japan and Ireland
What is your career going to be?: Pharmacist
Where are you going to live?: Anywhere but California lol, hopefully back on the east side of michigan
How many kids do you want?: 2 if they are a girl and a boy, 3 if i get the same the first two times
What kind of car(s): I just bought a new one so im not really thinking of even newer ones, I drive a 2007 hyndai accent
Current mood: content, but my back hurts lol
Current music: the tv radio station in the background
Current taste: coke and ciggerettes (YUCKY!)
Current hair: black that shines purple, medium length with really badly cut bangs, my hair dresser really pissed me off this last time
Current longing: A secure job and a guarntee that i will be happy as I am at this very moment for the rest of my life
Current desktop picture: A really bad Pic of Scott and I that we took with his phone in some bathroom at some underground party while on X
Current favorite artist: Thats a hard one
Current book(s): world of warcraft = war of the ancients
Current color of toenails: Black
Current time-wasting wish: That i could feel like this with my best friend forever
Current hate: Lieing nurses who get me "removed" from my route
P.S. I am having a halloween party on the 29th, call me if you want to come, food, drinks, horror movies, MUST wear a costume, this is a halloween party!!!!!!