many odd things
Hmm. During the course of this strange, and uselessly eventful (yes, I meant EVENTFUL)week, I have had numerous death threats accompanied by fully off-the-wall accusations. Yet at the same time, I have learned something. A very valuable something.
I think I have truly felt LOVE.
Now don't go thinking that this is going to turn into some sappy ass pathetic "oh my god, I love him so much" type thing. It's nothing of the sort.
I don't know. I just have finally realized... the people that are the closest to me.... how much I really do love them, and how much they really love me...
As long as I have them, I can get through anything... Like for instance, what I am going through now...
I know this girl Ashley, she is being such a fucking bitch.
My friend made out with her boyfriend, and for some reason, she thinks I'M trying to take him away from her. Whatever.
He's called me like twice, but he has a really nasty voice and it was really awkward, and I made him give my friend the phone, because I wouldn't talk to him
He wants to meet me. Whatever. I don't really care either way.
But regardless. It doesn't matter.
Now Ashley claims that I am stalking her ?!?!?!?!! (I haven't seen that girl since I got open campus and no longer had to come in for first and second period.
Not only that, but she told the biggest psycho in our fucking school that I have some master plan to take away her boyfriend.
Not that she was entirely wrong... I had a shitty plan...
but then I decided... let fate take it's course...
Just so you know ashley, if you're reading this...
it's not me who he was "having fun" with a few days ago (does that term sound familiar? Wrack ur peasize brain here)
So anywayz, this guy threatens to kill me and rip my car (my beloved car) to shreds because he's "big and strong and doesn't want ashley to be hurt"
he touches one thing of mine HE is going to be hurting.
He WILL learn pain such as that which he has never experienced before.
I may be smaller than him...
but I am incredibly smart. I know things people are not typically supposed to know. I am powerful. I don't need to be well armed. I am my own lethal weapon.
He doesn't know what he is getting into.
Some girl even just called me about Jake. She wanted to hear it all with her own ears. blah blah blah.
she was like "you know I'd trust ashley with my life, right"
me: "no, nor do I really care."
This is ridiculous.
So, tomorrow, will I not only face that girl and ashley, but I will also face the homocidal psychopath, and I swear if he TRIES anything...
It'll be the LAST painless move he'll ever fucking attempt.
I WILL SUCCEED IN ALL OF MY BATTLES! MY TIME HERE IS TOO IMPORTANT TO BECOME HUNG UP ON ANY SUCH TRIVIAL MATTERS.
***** I WILL ALWAYS WIN*****
I think I have truly felt LOVE.
Now don't go thinking that this is going to turn into some sappy ass pathetic "oh my god, I love him so much" type thing. It's nothing of the sort.
I don't know. I just have finally realized... the people that are the closest to me.... how much I really do love them, and how much they really love me...
As long as I have them, I can get through anything... Like for instance, what I am going through now...
I know this girl Ashley, she is being such a fucking bitch.
My friend made out with her boyfriend, and for some reason, she thinks I'M trying to take him away from her. Whatever.
He's called me like twice, but he has a really nasty voice and it was really awkward, and I made him give my friend the phone, because I wouldn't talk to him
He wants to meet me. Whatever. I don't really care either way.
But regardless. It doesn't matter.
Now Ashley claims that I am stalking her ?!?!?!?!! (I haven't seen that girl since I got open campus and no longer had to come in for first and second period.
Not only that, but she told the biggest psycho in our fucking school that I have some master plan to take away her boyfriend.
Not that she was entirely wrong... I had a shitty plan...
but then I decided... let fate take it's course...
Just so you know ashley, if you're reading this...
it's not me who he was "having fun" with a few days ago (does that term sound familiar? Wrack ur peasize brain here)
So anywayz, this guy threatens to kill me and rip my car (my beloved car) to shreds because he's "big and strong and doesn't want ashley to be hurt"
he touches one thing of mine HE is going to be hurting.
He WILL learn pain such as that which he has never experienced before.
I may be smaller than him...
but I am incredibly smart. I know things people are not typically supposed to know. I am powerful. I don't need to be well armed. I am my own lethal weapon.
He doesn't know what he is getting into.
Some girl even just called me about Jake. She wanted to hear it all with her own ears. blah blah blah.
she was like "you know I'd trust ashley with my life, right"
me: "no, nor do I really care."
This is ridiculous.
So, tomorrow, will I not only face that girl and ashley, but I will also face the homocidal psychopath, and I swear if he TRIES anything...
It'll be the LAST painless move he'll ever fucking attempt.
I WILL SUCCEED IN ALL OF MY BATTLES! MY TIME HERE IS TOO IMPORTANT TO BECOME HUNG UP ON ANY SUCH TRIVIAL MATTERS.
***** I WILL ALWAYS WIN*****