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im not my self....im afraid of going on the computer and talking to my girl friend :( i felt so strang e going on the computer and going on AIM.
im having this feeling that i had once before. i didnt like....and to solve that problem...i dont wana do it cuz it would make things worse..i just all of a sudeen have this fear in me....i dont like it.....i never wana do it....i love her too much to let go.
im tierd of being afraid of her...im tierd of having these feelings. i dont know what i wana do any more :(
i love u olivia i really do....its just that my mind is going through stress and i need to get these out of the way...cuz its tearing me apart from u.
im having this feeling that i had once before. i didnt like....and to solve that problem...i dont wana do it cuz it would make things worse..i just all of a sudeen have this fear in me....i dont like it.....i never wana do it....i love her too much to let go.
im tierd of being afraid of her...im tierd of having these feelings. i dont know what i wana do any more :(
i love u olivia i really do....its just that my mind is going through stress and i need to get these out of the way...cuz its tearing me apart from u.