FRUSTRATION!
Aaaaaaaaah!Okay, this is shallow, but I don'tcare.
So, today I wanted to show off the new boots that I wore. I just wanted tolook cute today, its what it comes down to.So, I hadthis outfit all planned out that went - boots, new skirt (well, from Goodwill), maroon top, sweater/vest-hybrid-very-urban-chic top. So, I put on the skirt. Well, I don't really like it anymore. I mean, I like it, but it did'nt work for this outfit at all - it's casual, frumpy day sort of skirt. Plus, it's too big. So, I go through my clothes and realize that I have barely anything that fits anymore. I have a couple of cool shirts and sweaters, so that's fiine. What do I have for pants/skirts/any type of bottom? Let me tell you:
- one pair of jeans. I love this pair, but it's a very casual, ripped pair.
- one pair of very casual brown cargo-esque pants.
Okay. That's it. And I know I"m being ungrateful and there are people in the world who would kill for that, and all ofthat. But jesus christ, I'm trying tostop hating how Ilook so much! Andit's really hard to do that when I feel frumpy every fucking day because I don't have any good clothing.
Clearly, I need to go clothing shopping. Oh, wait. That takes money! SomethingI don't have any of! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
I'mso temptedto max out my credit card. I won't. But I want to. I just want to be able to look fashionable. And that WILl make me feel better. People say it doesn't,but in this scenerio, it does. I feel like I might as well be wearing muumuus, I'm so frumpy!
I have a $44 dollar credit coming in the mail from Old Navy. I'm going to prioritize and get one nice pair of jeans that can work for casual or non-casual and one skirt. That'll cost more that $44 though. I guess I"m just gonna have to prostitute myself . . . or sell my soul. *sigh*
So, today I wanted to show off the new boots that I wore. I just wanted tolook cute today, its what it comes down to.So, I hadthis outfit all planned out that went - boots, new skirt (well, from Goodwill), maroon top, sweater/vest-hybrid-very-urban-chic top. So, I put on the skirt. Well, I don't really like it anymore. I mean, I like it, but it did'nt work for this outfit at all - it's casual, frumpy day sort of skirt. Plus, it's too big. So, I go through my clothes and realize that I have barely anything that fits anymore. I have a couple of cool shirts and sweaters, so that's fiine. What do I have for pants/skirts/any type of bottom? Let me tell you:
- one pair of jeans. I love this pair, but it's a very casual, ripped pair.
- one pair of very casual brown cargo-esque pants.
Okay. That's it. And I know I"m being ungrateful and there are people in the world who would kill for that, and all ofthat. But jesus christ, I'm trying tostop hating how Ilook so much! Andit's really hard to do that when I feel frumpy every fucking day because I don't have any good clothing.
Clearly, I need to go clothing shopping. Oh, wait. That takes money! SomethingI don't have any of! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
I'mso temptedto max out my credit card. I won't. But I want to. I just want to be able to look fashionable. And that WILl make me feel better. People say it doesn't,but in this scenerio, it does. I feel like I might as well be wearing muumuus, I'm so frumpy!
I have a $44 dollar credit coming in the mail from Old Navy. I'm going to prioritize and get one nice pair of jeans that can work for casual or non-casual and one skirt. That'll cost more that $44 though. I guess I"m just gonna have to prostitute myself . . . or sell my soul. *sigh*