fuck the entire world...
i love love. i hate being IN love. i love seeing others in love. i love seeing lovers together and being happy, because i'll never get that first-hand.
everything aches right now. if i had the means, i turn back to an old, stupid habit. but i won't. not right now. not yet.
i'm an attention whore. but i hate being around people. i have a phobia of it. i know everything is hating me as i walk by.
i'm sick. there is something wrong with me mentally and i need help, i can feel it. but no one is here to help. no one "gets me". no one understands and as cliched as that is, it is so true right now.
fuck it.
everything aches right now. if i had the means, i turn back to an old, stupid habit. but i won't. not right now. not yet.
i'm an attention whore. but i hate being around people. i have a phobia of it. i know everything is hating me as i walk by.
i'm sick. there is something wrong with me mentally and i need help, i can feel it. but no one is here to help. no one "gets me". no one understands and as cliched as that is, it is so true right now.
fuck it.